xiuzhi's blog

2 jobs.. busy life..

2005-02-24T05:53:00.000-08:00

Haiz.. finally got time to sit down, check my mail, update my blog... had been working 2 jobs since 16 Feb till now.. got a new office job through fumei.. shuhui n evelyn oso working there, like expected.. i'm working under HR dept, in charge of shop n save.. many of u al mite not noe, shop n save, 7-eleven, guardian, giant n cold storage is al under one big company called dairy farm.. i oso gotta noe tt when i start work..

aft e office work still have to go patara work.. only get 2 wkdays off every wk.. every mon go watch movie w ryan aft work, thurs stay at home or family will not happy.. haiz.. tired lehz.. wat to do? i no money mahz.. haiz..

keep wondering how's every1.. miss u al lehz.. i quiting both jobs at e end of march.. muz rest le.. for all of my hihs friends, ziyun say meet aft 15 march.. sr gang, we'll meet on e day we get results ba.. all e best..

I broke up w weilun le..

2005-02-05T14:34:00.000-08:00

haiz.. had been very troubled for a week n finally came out w a decision..
i broke up w weilun on monday through sms.. very cruel rite? but i still wanna be friends w him..

seriously, everybody ard me had told me weilun's not nice to me, n have a very hack care attitude.. i juz refused to internalise tt.. only when ryan came along then i started thinking abt my relationship w weilun.. ryan's very caring, very sweet to me, in contrast to weilun.. haiz.. ryan insisted tt he die die oso muz get me.. dun find his actions very rite lehz.. before i broke up w weilun he's already holding my hand lohz.. but i still dun feel like accepting him immediately lehz..

last nite we went to watch racing stripes n had supper aft tt.. all expenses paid by him.. haiz.. he's not rich at all lohz.. dun understand why muz he do such things..

somebody save me!!!

2005-01-27T10:26:00.000-08:00

there's this malaysian guy i knew from patara who told me he likes me, aft noeing tt i got bf le.. he's a nice guy, thick eyebrows, as fit as weilun but a little taller n a very fair guy.. fairer than sharmen.. haha.. now studying in "not your problem", bio engineering.. working in patara to pay his sch fees n support himself.. living w married sis in bedok.. haiz..

wat shld i do now? i'm quite fond of him n if i got no bf now, i wuld have accepted him.. e problem now is, i got weilun already n i only noe this guy on 24 dec 04.. n of course i noe weilun better n weilun noes me better.. Ahhhh... Help...

btw, i went to meet him last nite aft our basic driving theory test..(we both on e same date but diff place n time..) met at bishan, no movie to watch so juz simply walk ard.. he had his dinner n i dun feel like eating so i suggested taking neo-print(as usual!!!).. was a bit surprised when he told me he nvr took this sort of thing before.. haha.. then he sent me home.. he keep looking at e pic n laughing to himself lohz.. can't stand it!! haiz.. n when weilun called me, his face totally sianz.. n i told weilun i'm alone w ryan, weilun oso feel very awkward.. haiz.. i feel like i'm betraying weilun lorz.. very bad lehz.. dunno lahz.. haiz..

ah gong juz passed away..

2005-01-13T15:22:00.000-08:00

had my 2 days off n visited ah gong juz yesterday nite..
he had not been able to eat anything for quite some time le, so all e food had been gg into him thru his nose.. last nite during our visit, he vomited some dark brown fluids.. everytime we finished helping him to clean it up, he'll vomite more.. mummy told us it muz be e milk tt juz went down his windpipe.. we got e nurse to help when we saw so much of tt coming out.. e nurse said it's a mixture of undigested food n blood.. it's like so much lohz.. when he started vomiting, my first impression was blood. so when alot of it was coming out, i started crying.. tt was a mistake coz mummy's tears oso started coming out..
this morning when i woke up, san jie told me ah gong juz passed away n e others has already gone to hospital.. now everybody had came back n is busy packing.. got to help.. haiz..

working = no life..

2005-01-04T09:11:00.000-08:00

Haiz..
long time din on com le.. so sad sia..
haiz.. finally got myself a job.. not bad lahz..
tiring but e pple there r quite fun n lame.. $5 per hr is wat i consider low paying n i'm only part timing.. when i'm working, everyday is just come home, bath, slp.. wake up, go work again.. no time for other stuff at all..
haiz.. asking for off gets me into trouble oso.. this week is really a busy week for me sia.. weilun's gg into ns on this fri.. so i last min requested for a day off, which is today(5 jan) to company him.. then come sat is my offical off day.. morning have to go ttsh for tb check up, aftn have to practice for sun's singing competition.. at nite wuld be she concert.. haha.. sun competition at 11.30am.. my work is 2 shifted.. lunch:12-3 n dinner:6-11.. n those not studying one wuld work whole day.. i told manager tt i sun can't work for lunch.. he let me whole day off.. damn.. one week 3 days off.. no $ le lahz.. n next week's schedule's out.. he only let me work 4 days a week instead of 6 days per week like before.. damn him.. using his power to play w me sia.. n next week tues i gotta go back to ttsh for second check up but he put my off on wed, thurs, sat.. it's time to have a nice chat w e bastard le.. haiz..

tiring day sia..

2004-12-11T04:56:00.000-08:00

haiz.. today's scs's youth program's kayking session.. things din start well this morning.. we, meaning me, edward, wailing, crystal!! then wailing's 161 doesn't wanna come.. so she was very late n crystal n edward, being part of e organisers, shldn't be late one lohz.. can see their faces very bu shuang le.. but not wailing fault oso mahz.. although i tot she shld have explained to them why she's late lohz.. i even heard edward telling crystal,"sorry, i think i asked e wrong person to come", dunno mean me or wailing lohz.. haiz.. doesn't matter any more..
aft reaching bedok, found tt we r not e latest.. so not tt bad lahz..had been very malu e whole day sia.. first, i heard edward calling this familiar chinese-looking girl "naseema" or sth.. then i asked wailing, "naseema is a maly's name rite?" went to confirm w e girl her name.. guess wat! i was e one who heard wrongly.. she's called justina!! next, there's this pretty looking tan girl who looks really like malay but heard liming calling her shirley or sth.. haiz.. she's chinese lahz girl.. pple tok to malays doesn't mean they malay mahz.. edward keep asking me to be nice to his youths but am i really such a bad person? i only discriminate pple under e table.. not face to face one lohz.. but those youths r fun mahz.. nothing to discrimate against!!
i think e 2 instructors can't stand me n wailing lohz.. haha.. we too violent le.. 2 girls fighting n throwing each other into e sea.. crazy le.. even edward n jason's tt friend oso stood by n watch us fight sia.. haha..
i muz have been frowning while paddling.. coz 1 of e instructor, kenny, keep telling me to relax, u r here to enjoy, we r not having competiton.. haiz.. coz we always so far from others then can't keep up.. my partner is lixin, sec3 next year, from hihs oso.. she's quite a nice person to be w but given e conditions we were in today, i din really get to noe much of her.. wat a pity.. wondering why she's in e yuk program lehz..
aft tt went to orchard to meet weilun.. damn hungry sia.. all energy drained.. haha.. then bought tees w e same design but diff color.. our first couple tee.. haha..

so sianz.. nothing to do..

2004-12-09T06:20:00.000-08:00

haiz.. had been looking forward to prom but now tt it's over, i'm like so free, got nothing to do sia.. waiting for e agent to help me find a job.. haiz.. muz go take e basic driving theory le.. my dad keep nagging, go take ur basic now, ltr no time le.. haiz..every morning dad will keep nagging, din wake up early to help wash e clothes.. tt time got maid u wanna get rid of her, now dun have le still dun wanna help to do chores.. now it's my fault tt e maid was caught stealing n requested to go home ah? she requested to go home one lehz.. aft realising tt she stole dad's hp, none of us tok to her except he himself lohz.. so now he blamed us for driving her away!! DAMN TT MADIYAH!!!

ahhh.. can't stand such life anymore!! i muz get away!! muz go to work.. staying at home all day is driving me crazy.. go out w friends he oso nag!!! @~\#%*&@!!! n i'm running out of money!! haha..

haiz.. jun keat is already in ns.. next wuld be zhihao..life's no fun w/o friends sia.. n weilun oso gg in le.. on our 1 1/2 years anniversary day..sob sob..

finallly bought my gown for prom..

2004-12-01T23:02:00.000-08:00

haiz..
have being shopping 4 a few days le.. n finally found a dress tt doesn't show my tummy! but it's still those type tt u can only waer once de.. e type tt san jie wuld say not practical n a waste of $.. then again, if i dun buy it soon, i'll have no time to shop for accessories n shoes n bag..

my sis they al gg japan tonite.. n my rest of prom preparation wuld be taken over by my dearest jolynn jiejie.. haha.. she's my san jie's best friend, a netball coach.. but she's busy preparing for her up coming netball camp oso lehz.. n she fell sick le.. down w a bad flu aft returning from malaysia..

haiz.. i need to find work to do lehz.. no $ le.. keep gg out w friends, but no income, how can? see how ba.. haiz.. dang wu zhi ji is my prom nite ba..

more discoveries aft e maid left..

2004-11-30T03:34:00.000-08:00

finally back home aft 2 days 1 nite at singapore's concort hotel..
haiz.. while me n san jie is away from home, my poor 2 other sis have to do alot of hse work.. so ke lian..

according to er jie, she noticed tt this malay foreign floor sweeper keep making alot of noise while sweeping e floor outside our hse.. n sweeping e floor at a very unusual time.. keep looking at er jie as if he's gg to kill her! muz be e maid's bf lohz.. next time when he comes again muz call tt misery number tt keep appearing in dad's call list! haiz.. our hse not safe anymore.. mite get murdered anytime..

n wat did er jie realise? tt guy is e same one tt we asked to help us open e rubbish chute to find e ic size photo tt e maid threw away tt nite when mum's checking her stuff.. she was afraid tt we would noe who her bf is.. haiz.. why r we so careless? haiz..

also, tt time my dad's phone got this hn keep smsing "i miss you", "dun angry lah darling", those type of mushy this.. my dad tot is my friend so asked me to tell tt person to sms me instead of his. but it's not my friend wat! so i tot is juz a loser who doesn't even noe e correct no. of his gf.. haiz.. now then i realise it's tt bf of my dad's dearest maid.. ah.. so i was e loser tt doesn't noe tt e maid is using my dad's hp!!! damn it!~ AAAHHHHHH...

busy day.. no life..

2004-11-26T23:57:00.000-08:00

haiz.. things still under control.. but i'm so bored at home..
when can i go out? keep asking me to stay at home n look aft e hse.. not like there's nobody at home lohz.. in fact everyone is..
suppose to go look for prom dress today w my sis but end up sitting here.. i'm bored.. finished watching my qiang wei zhi lian le.. nothing to watch le..save me.. maybe i shld go for a jog? ok.. found sth to do le.. bye..

maid's disaster...

2004-11-26T18:03:00.000-08:00

haiz.. juz finished my a levels but dun even feel a single bit happy.. this maid of mine had been working with us since last year july.. how we got her? her previous master,my dad's customer, kicked her out n my dad see her so "ke lian", n it juz happened tt we need a helper to take care of my 93 years old "ah gong" so we accepted pple's rubbish!! now wat's happening? haiz.. wednesday my dad tot he lost his hp n reported lost.. n wat we found today? my sis accidentally found it e hp in e maid's pillow!! n wat did she claim? she say she only take to play games!! wow.. play games can keep for 2 days n when we looking for it she oso din say? be maid so nice one ah? no wonder e bill keep increasing.. haiz.. wanna noe why she dare to do such things? coz my dad's a charitable man mahz.. gave her too much freedom.. let her have her own atm card n she bought her own hp, sim card.. n she end up not doing work but keep toking on e phone, leaving my ah gong alone at home.. fall down she oso dunno lohz.. n so my sis confiscated her hp n atm card! n she even dared to request to keep her sim card.. again, my dad say, 'give her lahz.. pple so pitiful le.. come all e way here to work..' n every weekday when we all go to sch, when dad goes out for his daily jog n mum's working, she'll run out to shop, to chat w other maids.. again leaving my ah gong alone at home.. we employ her to take care of ah gong n not to enjoy herself here.. u noe wat's daily routine? 6am wake up boil water, cook porridge for ah gong, wash clothes, hang clothes, sweep n mop e floor, cook lunch, wipe windows on alternate days n iron clothes on fridays. other days dunno do wat, 3pm help ah gong bath, then start preparing for dinner. aft dinner wash, wipe n keep e bowls n plates, bath n sleep. if we watching e 9pm show, she'll stay up to watch finish then go to bed.. slp earlier than me n i wake up ard e same time as her.. n my ah gong some times need to wake up in e middle of e nite to go toilet, she complain tt ah gong keep troubling her.. more than 8 hrs of slp still not enough ah? n i can swear tt her working attitude sucks!! ever since her arrival, we had lost alot of our precious clothes.. told her to seperate e colored clothes from white ones before soaking them but she won't listen.. always stain our clothes w other colors then try to use bleach to save it.. while, my only obs black shirt dunno why will gan na e bleach n now got patches of brown everywhere.. e worst victim would be my san jie, who love to wear expensive white clothes.. her clothes r e most prone to stains, especially her espirt clothes! even her esprit whie bra tt she washes herself oso went missing.. i totally got nothing to say about tt.. not only tt, e clothes she wash is not clean one! hand wash oso can end up so dirty! e first time was when i stained my dark blue rovers tee with toothpaste. toothpaste suppose to be able to remove easily rite? one week ltr when i wore it to sch again, e stain is still there.. haiz.. e most recent one tt i can't stand is when my classmates came to my hse to surprise me w a birthday celebration n i came home w my scs tee covered w chocolate, i washed off e chocolate myself then let her wash, it came back w a foul milk smell due to e chocolate! i put it back to wash a few more times but it still came back w e smell tt seems to be baby's vomite! can't stand it! mop floor oso not clean, plates still oily.. n ask her to feed ah gong meals, she gave him in big scoops till my ah gong complain.. muz understand at his age, he seldom care abt things or not bothered to tok them anymore le lohz.. so u can imagine how disturbed he was! wanna choke him to death ah? another thing.. no table manners.. those fish n expensive stuff, she won't think abt saving for others one lohz! told her no elbows on e table but she still dun listen.. look so babaric sia! make me lose my appetite! there's more to come.. there's once when she dropped our clothes downstairs(dunno is by accident or on purpose) n went down to get it, my mum was suspiscious so went down to take a look. sure enuf, found her standing there talking to a male malay foreign worker, laughing away n using tt guy's hp! during my a's, on one of e sundays aftn when she have to iron our clothes, i realised this malay guy standing opposite our block outside a chinese's hse n keep staring in our hse's direction from 1-3 plus pm! looks very suspicious.. at first i tot he's a bulgar lohz.. till i told my mum n realised tt our maid is smiling at e guy! aaahhhh.. so disgusting!!! n wat's my maid's explaination of wat happened? 'tt guy is my friend's bf n now tt his gf is back in indonesia, he's targetting at her.. hewanna look let him look lohz..' n my mum identified him as e guy she was seen toking to e previous time! she can even be smiling to an indian singaporean at e opposite blk.. mum asked dad to question her is she looking at him, she even dared to question back if mum was e one looking at e e guy since she's e one who spotted e guy looking across.. haiz.. e last time ah gong got hospitalised, in order to make sure not to leave her alone at home, we die die oso got to bring her along.. ask her to take care of ah gong of course shld go rite? otherwise she stay at home got nothing to do oso wat.. only listen to her radio.. but she just dislike visiting ah gong when he's been hospitalised.. then when on e way back, she claim tt she's car sick n once sis parked e car, she just walked off quickly w/o waiting for e rest of us, brought out our hse keys(which is not hers n not suppose to be brought out whenever she wans to).. no manners! n there's once we let her be alone at home, we found her talking very loudly on e phone in my sis's room!!! haiz.. ah gong got hospitalised yesterday, cancer.. haiz.. coz of dad's hp incident, she requested to go home n mum immediately went to cancel her work permit n buy air tix to jarkata.. wat efficient pple we r!! by this time when i finished typing, mum has already checked her luaggage which she wanna send home tmr.. she refused to let mum see this ic photo tt she kept in e wallet n went to throw it down e rubbish chute.. n i recognised e photo before she threw it down! it's e malay guy standing opp our blk.. haiz.. wat an eventful day! i'm tired, but afraid to slp coz she mite kill us.. haha.. locking all dangerous objects in our room n sis said better not drink any water tt she boils.. maybe we shldn't let her cook our meals too..